flag of iraq, live iraq forever

so sick

im so sick i had cold and i feeling in side mine so sad miss to homeland and my family
i feel is guilty all the time becouse i left them in iraq but they cant undestand me i cant doing anythings now ..
for him.. i feel im so lonely and im afraid to die alone without family i like to get baby i dont like to be old women with empty
house no sound no life any houes without kid will be without life ,,my life now so empty , always he is traveling or if he at home so busy i dont have chance to talk with him...
thanks for listen
lamis