still in stockhlom and why

today urban went to home and i was still here and i miss him so much ,,
i had agood time in his kussin house many people and a little party here ,
wow speech and presents and i sitt there and i didnt understand what did they speak about ,, i undestood alittle but not everythings oh god ,,
i spok with my mother and always she spoeaks alot ..
i will go back to home in freaday so any way i must learn who can come and go in this city in abig city alot of people a normal and astrang human ..
i felt om my husbad he dosnt love more ,i dont live normal life i feel everythings for me so hard and hardest ,,
i hope to get normal life to get work ,, get kids and later have afamily dont live alone and a dark life ,,,
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lamis